...but I won't let it be. I'll make this short and painless (though right now it's not painless at all.) After tonight I might have lost two of my closest friends. I'll spare the details in the interest of fairness, I just know that I've fucked up. Again. Unfortunately I've fucked up to the point of no return. I never envisioned it ending like this. In fact I never envisioned it ending. I guess all good things must come to an end. It's too bad though.
It's fitting that just now as I turned the channel to FSN that they showed "The Bartman Play" on the Top 50 Baseball Moments. That play symbolizes my life in a nutshell. It's a sad night.