Sunday, April 30, 2006

Random Question of the Night

Am I the only person not having sex?

Really its a serious question. When the topic comes up everyone's got something to say about it. Except me. Try being the ignorant person in a conversation on campus....not fun! Usually it's someone else the ignorant person in the convo like when we talk about sports and I'll go through demonstrations and explanations. Yeah, I don't get that for this topic. LOL. Yeah, it was kinda weird with my roommie and his girl in his bed and they were talkin about the ppl they've fooled around with or dated or whatever and I felt like I was well, insignificant. It's kinda embarssaing. It's why I share on this blog. So yeah, I guess the last hope is me (lol) P.S. Is it wrong that her bra is hanging on his bed? NOTE: I was in the room when she took it off. Ahhh, it's great being the friend in the middle/roommate. It's why I can't WAIT to get the fuck outta Carbondale.

Friday night was fun. I took my depression and drank it away. And I didn't have much of a tolerance either. Still, didn't stop me from 3 mixed drinks and 10 beers. I didn't puke until after I went to bed, I woke up to take a piss and then i just went in (and around) the toilet. I cleaned up though, the next morning. Saturday, I tried blaring out my lonliness by going to Hairbanger's Ball (an 80s cover band) and that kinda worked, but still got me a lil' bit cuz yeah still single, it still sucks watching all these hot girls grind up on the band, or the girls leaving with guys and then there's me, walkin out by myself or with my friends, knowing my friends are getting theirs when they head back to the dorms. I'm in a rut of some sorts, once again, hopefully The Summer of Chi can change my fortunes (though if past summers are indicators, then my answer's gonna be no!)

Countdown: 10 days of school left....GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!

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